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christmas

carolling performances finally over. spent the last few ones in goodwood park hotel. not bad… a suite, complimentary food and drinks, and 300 bucks for each session. (30 mins) 5 sessions total. still feel like we shortchanged them on more than one occassion, esp when we sang an entire session with the sopranos’ mic switched off.

christmas eve was fun. performed at century square in the afternoon, then met up with the JCRC at city hall for lunch. ended up at brekz (formally breeks?) wolfing down their christmas specials to the tune of 34 bucks each.

scooted down to goodwood park in the evening for another session. ate some more. shortchanged the management by singing slightly off-key for a few songs.

ended up at delfi afterwards… reached home around 3 and just knocked myself out.

short notes.

stayed up all wed night to re-paint the IH banner. slept at 8. missed IHPT for the day. longest frigging night i’d had since the start of hols.

just had the first carolling session at great world city.. then watched IA3 with connie, yunjia and gina.

very tired now.. type more next time.

What I Really Meant To Say

It took me by surprise
When I saw you standin’ there
Close enough to touch
Breathin’ the same air
You asked me how I’d been
I guess that’s when I smiled and said just fine
Oh, but baby I was lyin’

What I really meant to say
Is I’m dyin’ here inside
And I miss you more each day
There’s not a night I haven’t cried
And baby, here’s the truth
I’m still in love with you
(And, that’s what I really meant to say)

And as you walked away
The echo of my words
Cut just like a knife
Cut so deep it hurt
I held back the tears
Held on to my pride and watched you go
I wonder if you’ll ever know

What I really meant to say
Is I’m dyin’ here inside
And I miss you more each day
There’s not a night I haven’t cried
And baby, here’s the truth
I’m still in love with you
(And, that’s what I really meant to say)

What I really meant to say
Is I’m really not that strong
No matter how I try
I’m still holdin’ on
And here’s the honest truth
I’m still in love with you
And, that’s what I really meant to say

That’s what I really meant to say…

That’s what I really meant to say

ubin

went to Ubin over the weekend. had to skip IHPT on saturday morning, so informed joshua about my pending absence, and had him agree to sign me in. somehow he forgot about it and msged me on saturday morning itself, saying he was late, and asked ME to sign HIM in. argh. luckily yangjun had the initiative to sign in for me, being the first one in that morning. joshua, on the other hand, didn’t tell anyone else he was going to be late. another absent mark for him. whoops.

set off for SAF yacht club at 7.30am on saturday, as part of the advance party. did all the usual prepping of stores etc and awaited the arrival of the main body at around 9. got jane as my canoeing partner. all was alright until we rounded the bend and passed sembawang park; it was then that she started to complain of aching arms. not completely unexpected, really… my arms were aching too.

anyhow, managed to make it to ubin… numerous raft-ups, and a brief beach-up on puggol beach for lunch.

then it started raining.

so we sat under shelter for an hour or two, waiting for the rain to stop.

soon discovered our original campsite was flooded, so conveniently broke into the ubin Community Center for a roof over our heads during the night. even had a BBQ in there too. i say, i was pretty impressed by the morale of those present. even with the ever-present threat of being prosecuted by the police for trespassing, we sang, drank and made merry around the BBQ till pretty late.

spent the night in my hammock, waking every now and then to gavin’s snoring. it made him sound like some invisible spirit was choking him in his sleep. i got one complaint about MY snoring, but then again, only one person… hmm… could’ve been the bad air.

woke early the next morning. ironically, i caught more hours of sleep while outdoors, in a hammock, being assailed by mosquitoes, and constantly jarred awake by someone’s snoring than i did on any of my past 14 nights in my room. damned project.

had breakfast at the kopitiam. lady boss was a flustered-looking middle-aged dame who had trouble keeping track of her orders. our breakfast was consequently delivered to us in installments. first 3 milos and a coffee. then 2 eggs. then a coffee. and then 2 more eggs. over the course of nearly an hour. she should’ve opted for the 20-year payment plan. maybe then i wouldn’t have hounded her so much.

canoed back to the mainland. jane chose the powerboat option, so i was re-paired with tianyun, who prompty set her paddle down and declared a state of fatigue after the first 20 strokes. i looked back. i could still count the rocks on the beach. there were still people getting into their canoes.

somehow, we managed to reach SAF yacht club in our starboard-veering craft running on nothing more than fatigued muscle power and the collective prayer of two tortured souls.

35 km in under 13 hours.

mmm. when can we do this again?